Why is it acceptable for some people to be depressed and be vocal about suicidal idealizations but not for other people? I will never understand this. I am very vocal about mine because, “if i get it out of my head I’ll stop thinking about it.” And that’s usually always worked for me. I have a plan, I’m very serious about it, but distraction is my friend. Not all suicidal people kill themselves. I’m sure there are people who spend their whole lives planning their own deaths.
This comes from a person who I thought was a very good friend of mine. She’s unfollowed me and I think it’s because I speak about wanting to hurt myself, but she does it too… or maybe it’s because I’m not a feminist, but most of the time I don’t have a problem with them provided they aren’t extremists. She wasn’t an extremist.
I’ve messaged her a few times on here to check in on her, but I’ve heard nothing back. I’m going to take it as “fuck off” at this point. I guess that’s okay. That’s how the world works. Friends aren’t always meant to be forever.